Before July ends

huh. tomorrow is august already. great. just great.
looking back on june and july, i feel very dissapointed in myself.
what happened to both of them? gone with time without me realizing it. instead of taking them for granted, i should've done something i could benefit from (belajar memasak, at least?)
haih
wish i was better at appreciating things that i have, rather than complaining about the things that i don't have. life would be much better that way
okeh
enough fretting over what's lost. pack up your regrets and move on. forward. no stopping. no turning backwards.
bring it on, august!

sejarah yg berulang.. bace woiii!!!!

why?????
5:25 pm.
martha dtg umah..terperanjat aku..
die mintak kite bayar letrik bill.lebih kurang 140,tu die ckp la..
aku tak tgk bill nye sbb die tak bawak.

mcmne ni wei..bengang aku..
sepatutnye rumah pukau dah tak wujud dah dlm kehidupan kite.
bile aku sebut pasal deposit,mcm biase la, die ckp pasal tak bg notice 3 minggu tu..
dgn pintu yg pecah tu,
#$$%#%$# btul la..
last2 aku suruh die dtg bulan dpn mase korang ade skali..
bole counter reramai..

so skang kene pikir la ..
takkan nk bayar kot..kite dah banyak rugi nie..
kalo tak silap 500 euro.
tp bergantung
mcm ne kite punye reasoning dgn die,
mcmne nak yakin kan die supaya bayar sendiri bende tu
hisssh, byk bende lagi aku nak buat dr tgk muke dia.
k la..bye

hek elehhh

hek elehh.. korang sume org2 tua takleh harap... aku yg muda nih jugak bleh harap... so aku la kepala... huahhahahahahah tah pape laa...=)

correction

siapa itu peqli yg pandai2 melantik diri sebagai kepala..aku la patut jd kepala sbb aku paling tua. hahahahah.

percobaan

testing..testing..
haha..
ni aku nyer first entri..

selamat pergi wahai si kembang

19 july ni, najib aka kembang akan pulang menghala ke ireland. dengan itu, saya sebagai kepala rumah ketat (jawa = punggung rumah ketat, jali = ketiak rumah ketat, najib = lubang hidung rumah ketat) ingin mewakili warga-warga rumah ketat yg lain untuk mengucapkan selamat jalan ke pada mat kembang

semoga anda tidak sangap sementara menunggu kepulangan kami dan jagalah rumah ketat itu sebaik2 anda menjaga kejelitaan wajah anda sendiri

after 1 month n a half holiday...

hurmm... cam tak caye plak cepat giler mase berlalu... dah sbulan setengah cuti summer nih...macam2 dah aku buat time cuti nih... rasenye kali nih nye cuti summer tak sia2 sgt kot.. sbb mende2 yg aku buat sume rasenye berfaedah heheheh

aktiviti2 yang aku buat:
1) aktiviti berfaedah yg aku buat... ialah pegi kelas bahse arab.. klas bahse arab aku kat skolah SKTTDI 1.. blajo berdua jer dgn zaquan.. stakat nih ok laa... aku paham ape yg aku blajo,, tp cume tak ingat jer.. kene banyak berlatih... lame2 power la kot

2) arituh... 30 jun-2 julai... aku pegi kuala ipoh... lepak umah najmi... aku pegi ipoh same2 exco zaquan n farizul... mase hari sabtu.. kiteorang pi umah kebajikan kanak2 sultan azlan shah... kat kuala kangsar.... aku rase mmg menarik la..sbb 1st time pegi tempat2 camtuh... jumpe orang2 camnih... kat situ kiteorang buat aktiviti 1 hari jer.. ver light.. tp best... budak2 sume hepi... kesan dia mmg mendalam kat kiteorang... kesimpulannye.. bersyukurlah dgn ape yg kite nikmati skang... kepada mak bapak... sayangilah anak2 korang.. yg anak2 plak.. syngilah mak bapak korang.. dunia nih mmg tak indah kalau takde kasih sayang antara ahli keluarga...

3)hurmmm aku ade gak join usrah zaquan... best gak laa.. daripada tak buat pape.. atlease mase aku terisi la dgn mende2 berfaedah... usrah nih jugak buat aku ' on track' smula.. takde la alpa n lalai sepanjang masa...memula dulu buat kat umah ronny kat zooview... pastu buat kat bandar utama.. then last skali kat taman dkt dgn umah rafiq..

4) daily routine aku biase2 jer... bangun takde la pagi sgt... dlm kol 10 gitu... sarapan... tgk tv... lunch kat luar...balik umah tgk tv... kalau petang tuh tgk la... kekadang jln2... kekadang dok umah... aku ade gak la tolong mak aku beli barang ker... bayar2 bil ker.. gitu2 la keje aku

5)10-14 julai aku pegi kuching... 2 malam lepak umah jali... 2 mlm lagi dok hotel riverview...hotel tuh orite jer la.. takde la mahal sght... just nice jer...aku pi kuching dgn nasrul... kat sane kite orang jumpe epin n afida... kat sane jln2 bandar kuching.. pi muzium... lepak waterfront... pi cultural village... pi jong's crocodile farm... kat kuching makan mende macam2... mee kolok laa...laksa sarawak la... macam2 laa... abc 'white lady' pun ade hehehhe overall... best la jln kuching... tempat baru.. pengalaman baru...=)

aku sebenarnye baru balik dr JB nih.. melawat atuk aku(nenek sebenarnye tapi sejak kecik dah biase panggil atuk)dia tuh sakit tua.... still bleh jln n makan dgn selera lagi.. bagus latuh...

byk mende aku nak criter sebenarnye.. tp penat laaa.. len kali aku sambubng lagi...

sekian...

hmm

nothing much to tell about my holiday so far.. very uneventful.. for me.. am super jealous of those people with stuffs to do and what not... kinda makes me feel.. very.. lonely... and left out.. and thinking of unnecessary and irrelevant stuffs
what should i do with this boredom
should i

1. do something daring and stupid?
2. bear with it?
3. distract myself from this... thing?

i don't know. this just sucks. i've never been this bothered. 2 months to go.. i've got to clear up my mind somehow.. oh. in 1 1/2 hours i'm off to taiping.. so bye for now..

mane sume org nih?

weh najib jawa jali korg ape cite hah? ahahaaha aku kebosanan a kat rumah..

bye for now

445am
stupid alarm was ringing. snoozed it

500am
alarm went off again. had to wake up.
had to make sure that everything was ready..
phoned the cab

545am
took some pics before cab arrived. realized that the sky was clear - another beautiful day that im going to miss, until a year from now.

600am
arrived at the bus station. kind of felt stupid for being extrapunctual. i was like the 3rd person to arrive there for the morning.
but then, it felt quite serene sitting there. rather quiet for a change. the air was fresh (1 thing i despise most about bus stations is the exhaust fume from that wretched diesel engine). the birds were chirping. and i lip synced 257 weeks by nine days

630am
boarded the bus, paid the driver. bus went off.
goodbye westside, goodbye pak mat, goodbye aldi, goodbye korg sume.
till we meet again in september

Jawa Bogel ! ! !

Inilah Jawa, hero rumah ketat. sanggup panjat tu.. dah la tak pakai baju, aku pulak terasa malu bila orang lalu lalang depan rumah. tak pernah lagi aku nampak omputih tak pakai baju kat luar rumah. tapi kalau tengok kat dalam tv masa summer tu semua bukak baju. aku teringat pulak time med students football tournament. agak kasar la orang irish ni main bola. dah la badan besar compared to badan aku yang macam semut. lepas habis main bola pergi la masuk dressing room. aku agak terkejut la bila a few irishmen bukak baju seterusnya telanjang bulat. aku control la tak nak these irishmen tgk aku shock. aku pun tukar la baju tapi tak telanjang la of course. Jawa pun ada gak main bola tapi dia terus keluar dressing room bila nampak omputih bogel. haha. tapi aku agak tension la hari tu sebab aku pun rasa cam nak mandi tapi kalau dah ramai sangat orang bogel tu malas lah.

holidays has started!!

oral biochem dah habis, cuti dah start. next day after oral I went to ask Peter Creighton about my results. results were good and I can go back to Malaysia in peace. boring... for most people, when there is no work to be done, they find something to do but the people of this house really have nothing to do. jawe tau duduk depan komputer je. aku makan tido makan tido..najib pulak suka tengok tv.. peqli dah pegi dublin ngan kawan kawan dia. aisey..boring nak mampos!! nak tulis apa pun tarak tau. ni lah keje budak budak rumah ketat. gambar aku ngan najib ni was taken sebelum habis exam. ni belum abis exam dah bosan. dah habis exam lagi lah bosan. Jawa duduk atas atap rumah tangkap gambar ni. tak pakai baju pulak tuh.

A typical weekend in rumah ketat (from my POV)

1000
usually it will be me or jawa to wake up first. selalunye aku lepak depan komp and check my inbox, or pegi kat malaysian society nye homepage and check the shoutbox.. or masuk the forum, eventhough lately forum agak quiet....

around 1150
aku akan kacau bilik najib dengan mengetuk pintu kuat2

1230
najib baru bangun.. and heads down to oven some french fries..

1400
aku pulak pakai oven, making lunch (breakfast = any snacks found in the room).. usually fish and fries. jali pon bangun.. kalau jali tak bangun pkl 2 jawabnye die bangun pkl 3

1800
aku ngan najib tengok the simpsons on rte2 or channel 4.. org yg bertugas utk memasak akan start masak..

1830
aku ngan najib struggle utk cari viewable tv programmes (630 banyak cite2 yg lame spt hollyoaks)

1900
tgk simpsons on sky1..
patut diorg dah abis masak dan tengah makan pada masa ini... selalu nye makan nasik dan 1 lauk ayam sahaja
(aku tak makan dengan diorg)

2100
buat dinner... fries.. (what else??)
TV

2300
main dota / cs dengan budak2 serata ireland dan uk

0000
najib dah mule tido

(0100)
najib akan tdo lambat on weekends. aku najib ngn jawa akan berkumpul dalam bilik jawa dan tengok friendster jawa.. kitorg suke tengok gambar2 orang dan memberi pandangan masing-masing..

0200
jawa tido

0300
jali tdo. aku pon tdo. kekadang aku tdo pukul 4 atau 5. jali kekadang tido pkl 8pg ari ahad

aku bosan...

ape itu bosan? bosan dalam bahase inggeris bererti boredom... bosan nih pada aku susah betul nak ditakrifkan.. mungkin ade macam2 maksud... untuk aku skang nih... mungkin bosan tuh boleh dimaksudkan sebagai tak tau nak buat ape, blur, bingung, dan macam2 lagi la... nih lah pertama kali aku tulis sumthing kat blog... n maybe ini adalah sebagai starting point untuk aku memulakan aktiviti blogging... insyaAllah one day nnt aku akan create blog aku sendiri...one of the chinese proverb says 'a thousand mile journey begins with a single step".

actually menarik gak tulis2 blog nih... sbb sumtimes mungkin kite susah nak luahkan sumthing ikut mulut... n mungkin takde orang pun nak dengar ape isi hati kite.. jadi melalu blog inilah kite dpt meluahkan segala pendapat kite secare serta merta dan spontan... tak perlu cakap.. just type everything that crosses our mind.. mungkin stakat nih yer la aku tulis... rase byk lagi nak cakap tapi takpe laa... sekian...

Apa khabar semua!!

muka kanak-kanak rumah ketat. from left is peqli, jawa, najib dan aku. intro lah sikit.